What a wee little part of a person’s life are his acts and his words! His real life is led in his head, and is known to none but himself. Mark Twain

    Yesterday, I spent 60 dollars on groceries,
    took the bus home,
    carried both bags with two good arms back to my studio apartment
    and cooked myself dinner.
    You and I may have different definitions of a good day.
    This week, I paid my rent and my credit card bill,
    worked 60 hours between my two jobs,
    only saw the sun on my cigarette breaks
    and slept like a rock.
    Flossed in the morning,
    locked my door,
    and remembered to buy eggs.
    My mother is proud of me.
    It is not the kind of pride she brags about at the golf course.
    She doesn’t combat topics like, ”My daughter got into Yale”
    with, ”Oh yeah, my daughter remembered to buy eggs”
    But she is proud.
    See, she remembers what came before this.
    The weeks where I forgot how to use my muscles,
    how I would stay as silent as a thick fog for weeks.
    She thought each phone call from an unknown number was the notice of my suicide.
    These were the bad days.
    My life was a gift that I wanted to return.
    My head was a house of leaking faucets and burnt-out lightbulbs.
    Depression, is a good lover.
    So attentive; has this innate way of making everything about you.
    And it is easy to forget that your bedroom is not the world,
    That the dark shadows your pain casts is not mood-lighting.
    It is easier to stay in this abusive relationship than fix the problems it has created.
    Today, I slept in until 10,
    cleaned every dish I own,
    fought with the bank,
    took care of paperwork.
    You and I might have different definitions of adulthood.
    I don’t work for salary, I didn’t graduate from college,
    but I don’t speak for others anymore,
    and I don’t regret anything I can’t genuinely apologize for.
    And my mother is proud of me.
    I burned down a house of depression,
    I painted over murals of greyscale,
    and it was hard to rewrite my life into one I wanted to live
    But today, I want to live.
    I didn’t salivate over sharp knives,
    or envy the boy who tossed himself off the Brooklyn bridge.
    I just cleaned my bathroom,
    did the laundry,
    called my brother.
    Told him, “it was a good day.”

      —

    Kait Rokowski (A Good Day)

    oh my goodness. I have no words.

    (via taytippett)

    (Source: justsingyourlifeaway)



    “Some runs make you feel invincible. Some runs make you feel defeated. Every run makes you stronger.”

    (Source: running-crossfitting-adventuring)


    ‎’Slut’ is attacking women for their right to say yes. ‘Friend Zone’ is attacking women for their right to say no.

      — And “bitch” is attacking women for their right to call you on it.  (via madgay)

    (Source: emilys-nostalgia)


    nightmareofgotham:

How I deal with society.

    nightmareofgotham:

    How I deal with society.

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    earthly-awakening:

spiritualjournies:

ॐ

awaken your soul

    snorlaxatives:

    waking up and realizing you still have more time to sleep

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    moshturbate:

This is so hot I’ve reblogged this like 20 times

    moshturbate:

    This is so hot I’ve reblogged this like 20 times

    (Source: kmoviesmut)

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    hxlxgram:

the more you look at it the more things move

    hxlxgram:

    the more you look at it the more things move

    (Source: nobodyloveus)

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flowauh:

"There is nothing prettier than a beach at 5 AM with its silence waves and cold wind"

    flowauh:

    "There is nothing prettier than a beach at 5 AM with its silence waves and cold wind"

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    hoe-bana:

    Me when I have kids

    (Source: shaeried)

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